I’m Weird(Or Not)

Hey everyone, I’m a little sad. And I feel like an Alien.

I took that girl on a date and she said only likes me as a friend. Bummer. Plenty of fish in the sea, right. Maybe not for me. I’ll write a quick poem to commemorate my sadness.

Why must my heart hurt?

Why must I endure this pain?

Why do I feel like dirt?

Why do I think I’m insane?

I must be from Mars

Because I’m not of this world

I stare at the stars

Hoping to meet the right girl

Okay, that poem was really sad. More sad than I actually am. But truthfully, I wish I could be a little more charismatic. I wish that I could find someone who is genuinely interested in finding out about me. I really sometimes feel alone.

But I realized that its okay and normal. Firstly, there are plenty of people in the  world and God has one person who is perfect for me. Secondly, I’m only 17 and I have a whole life ahead of me to find and marry someone. Thirdly, I’m awesome. I’m nice and handsome and thoughtful. There are plenty of women who appreciate that.

Honestly though, I don’t think I know how to start and have a relationship. I will not be asking my parents. They got a divorce and even before they did, they argued every day. Its the same with both grandparents. I don’t want to do what they did, I want to buck the trend.

Therefore, I have to start from scratch. I have to learn how to start and have a good healthy relationship. I got over myself and got the confidence to ask a girl out, I just don’t know what to do from there. I guess, be myself. But I don’t even know what that really even means.

I want to write another poem, this one is about my current situation;

What am I to do?

I need some direction

I don’t have a clue

But I want perfection

Okay, I’m done. That was a short poem but it was accurate. I guess I left you guys with more questions than answers. I guess I’m not as wise as the other bloggers I read. This is how I really feel though. I hope you all enjoy this. Good Night!!(Cuz I’m going to sleep)